I moved in to my corner room on Loose 2nd Saturday, August 19 but I’m still at that point in my college life where I check my email seven times daily and cry when I read a letter from home. The thought of being here for four years is enough to make someone want to honor their eight complimentary visits to the town shrink— but I’m slowly learning that Grinnell has what I need and I’m not at all sorry I’m here.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Highlights II

How Aboot a Party? Canada Themed Birthday Celebration for Christena:
Molly, Amelia, Ryan, and I know pure joy.
Holla! Happy to Be Alive Hour Party:
The finest Loose Second has ever seen hosted by Ryan and me.
Waltz:
Ryan, Nilesh, and I. Typical shot of me- Nilesh is likely very uncomfortable. Nilesh prefers the sparkling grape to actual Champagne.
Meredith, Ryan, XTena, and I before the Pre-Waltz festivities.

Highlights I

Halloween:
The dead male hooker to my truck driver. Forever and always.
Scooby Doo was also born on Loose Second. Claire (as Fred) told us the gang had been planning this for months. The Scooby costume is rented. Winnie, Molly, Britt, Katy, Christena, Anna, Meredith, Erin, and Amelia are from my floor. They were "The Wizard of OZ." There was wine in Dorothy's basket and Meredith's tail looked like a dildo. Christena as Glenda. Isn't this picture sweet?New Orleans:
Anna, Neo, Erin, and I waiting for our delicious beignets at Cafe Du Monde in New Orleans.
This is the Adult Superstore, the closest adult themed retail venue to Grinnell College. We go here at every opportunity. October 7, 2006: 10/10 on 10/7
I call this the night we almost died.

Monday, December 18, 2006

A letter to myself

Dear Margie,

Remember when you were a first semester first year (just like how they say it in Canada and in Harry Potter) at Grinnell and you lived on Loose Second with Kathleen in the corner room next to the fire escape? Well, that's where you lived. And that’s who you lived with. You liked living there a lot because most everyone was older and you didn’t have to deal with first year bullshit. Loose also hosted good parties and everyone on the floor thought you and Ryan should get married because you spent so much time together even though it could never happen in real life. Other people who lived on your floor who were cool are Christena, Nilesh, Adam, Britt, Meredith, Claire, Anna, Katy, Les, and Molly.

At this point, you have been in Iowa for four months. The semester is over and you’re on the plane on the flight home for Winter Break. Your favorite foods in the JRo (Joe Rosenfield '25 Student Center) are tater bucks with ranch dressing, fruit of the forest pie, pita pockets with hummus and cucumber and red onion from the vegan station, and, on occasion, the Fettuccini Alfredo from the pasta bar.

You are the Assistant Design Editor as well as a Sports Writer on staff at the Scarlet & Black and you occupy your time by decorating your dorm room, monitoring the Stonewall Resource Center’s Library, throwing wonderful bashes, bowling on an all men’s league of townies, and illin’ it with Ryan, Christena, Meredith, Kathleen, Claire, Nilesh, Adriane, Adam, Katy, and Anna. You also do homework. The classes you took were Intermediate Spanish, which you hated with a burning passion. As soon as you completed the oral final you vowed never to speak the language again unless of course you found yourself in a hostage situation and you were the only one able to communicate with the criminals. You’re Gender and Women’s Studies class was profess-ed by Rita Alfonso, a militant feminist with steel-toed boots and chin hair. She seemed to like your papers (except probably your final one which was a feminist critique of tampons.) First year tutorial with Sarah P. was fine. Kelsey, Ryan, Greg, Thomas, Jacob, Mary, Leah, Caitlin, and Liza were in your tutorial. You particularly liked sociology because it gave you a chance to make other people uncomfortable i.e. encouraging the reclaiming of the word "cunt." Plus, you got to sit next to Ryan and complain about all the privileged kids from the suburbs of Chicago who were very out of touch with reality.

Several highlights include but are not limited to: talking on the cell phone to friends and family in the nast co-ed bathtubs, the ReNew Orleans house gutting trip you took over fall break with Evan, Rachel, Adam, Anna, Fai, Jessica, Erin, Neo, and Ryan, Halloween (you were a truck driver and Ryan was your dead male hooker- you also went to Daniel Carroll’s Pumpkin Farm even though he hates gay people,) the word “Holla” and the “Holla, Happy to Be Alive Hour Party” which you hosted on Loose Deuce with Ryan, Sleepovers in the pit with Ryan, the Pub, Thanksgiving weekend, and being done with finals. You really like Grinnell and even though you were kind of sad about being in Iowa at the beginning, you really think it’s going to work out fine, as long as Ryan doesn’t transfer.

In the Des Moines airport today you found Fai wandering around the gift shop looking really dazed and confused and you sat next to Amanda Gay who was illin' it at the Delta Connection gate on her way to Russia. She shared the cookies with you that her housemate, Chris made for her. Ryan texted you several times throughout the morning because he took the train home to Colorado from Ottumwa; you saw him off after you shared nachos and “strawritas” from “Fiesta Cantina.” You noticed that no one working at “Fiesta Cantina” was Latino/a. This bothered you a little.

When you get off the plane in Bellingham, your mom will probably be crying because she’s so happy you’re home and you’ll give both of your parents a big hug because you haven’t seen them for four months. Then, you’ll all go out to lunch and then cut down a Christmas tree and then eat Chinese in celebration of shortauntiej's graduation from WWU . YAY. You’re going home. Holla!

Monday, December 11, 2006

Thanksgiving. Holla.

This is my beautiful Grinnell Family. Not to be confused with my real family that called three times on Thanksgiving Day and passed the phone around the table. The turkey was 21.6 lbs and delicious. I could tell Kathleen was a bit nervous (she was responsible for cooking the turkey) because she set her alarm for 8 AM to ensure the seasoning was just right. The oven was impossibly small but the turkey was covered in rosemary and tin foil by 10:05. I literally shoved it in for her. She basted every half hour during the second half of cooking and she must have run up and down the first and second floor stairs 30 times over the course of the morning looking for assorted ingredients. Rumor has it, she jacked a pot from Read or Haines Hall for the gravy.

I think the tablescape speaks for itself. Auntie Joanie's turkey was a really fun, really festive touch.

I had originally planned to cover the entire table with a single beige plastic banquet-size table cloth that I found atthe Hobby Lobby (not Shack like I suggested in a previous post) while I was lost in Des Moines. It was not until I realized the table was twice as long as the cloth (the guest list was up to 17 at this point) that I freaked and started cutting things in half. Les took me to Wal-Mart at 2:30 for a second tablecloth and a meat thermometer. There were three patterns of plastic cloth left in the entire town of Grinnell. I chose red thinking the "Happy Birthday" motif may detract from the orange and red leaves I picked up in the city. Before dinner, Spring, Christena, and I found a massive bag of balloons left over from a hall study break. We blew them all up, even the green and purple ones that detered from. This is Britt, Christena, Suzanne, Spring, Les, Brian, and I blowing up balloons in the first floor lounge. We ate at 3:30. To Britt's HORROR, six extra, unaccounted for people from North Campus showed up with a massive bowl of chow mein and a pineapple and honey glazed ham. Britt got especially pissed when they sat at the decorated table instead of the supplementary one we threw together just after they arrived. As the hostess, Britt encouraged everyone to introduce themselves and tell the group for what part of the meal we were responsible. I sat near Les, Kathleen, Christena, Adam, Amanda, Will, and Nilesh. A good time was had by all.

After dinner, we sat around in our PJs, ate leftovers, watched Little People Big World, and Pieces of April, a Thanksgiving classic about a young woman charged with cooking dinner for her estranged family.

Friday, instead of “buying nothing” as suggested by our favorite chapter of Free the Planet (FTP’s president and vice president both live on the third floor of Loose,) Nilesh, Spring, Christena, Britt, and I drove to Jordan Creek Mall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to find formal wear for Winter Waltz. We were almost stranded in Grinnell when Britt’s car broke down on 6th Ave. right in front of Spring’s house. We called Campus Security for a jump, but fortunately the car started (although we were fully prepared to get out and push her Volvo the 55 miles to J Creek.) We hit Cheesecake Factory for lunch then split up for the afternoon. Actually, it was just Nilesh that peaced. The rest of us went to Torrid and took advantage of a really incredible sale. The mall wasn’t as crazy as I expected- the M.I.L.F.s and the sexy preppies and their beautiful Arian children were out in responable numbers but they weren't overwhelming. On our way home, we stopped at Hyvee and picked up some ingredients for Thanksgiving II. Christena was kind of disappointed with the non-traditional green bean casserole served the day before so she bought infinity cans of beans and made a second pan. We ate half of the pan together and then Christena ate the rest that night after Irish Car Bombs. I made spaghetti because it sounded good, Britt made delicious corn cheese mush casserole, and we reheated all the leftovers we could find. Three weeks later, the massive bowl of gravy is still in the top of the fridge. I may dare someone to eat it tonight. You know, just to break up the monotony of hell week. Sunday evening, we TPed Noah's room. This is what the room looks like if you are lying on the floor on your side outside of his room. This is the first picture of Ryan back on Loose Second after break. He missed many wonderful Loose antics while he was gone. Sucka.

Friday, November 24, 2006

A Collection of Photographs from SOA Watch

This is what the road between Grinnell, IA and Columbus, GA looks like (Mer took this picture on the way down.) According to MapQuest, it's 1,040 miles. Since it's fall, the trees were really beautiful and orange/red. We drove mostly at night so I really only saw Georgia, Tennessee, and Kentucky in the day time.This is our campsite in Pine Mountain, GA in the AM. You can tell it's morning because things are zipped up and the air looks cold. We slept on the ground in these four GORP tents- mine was the second from the right- 45 miles outside of Columbus. I slept in the Volvo wagon the second night because the ground was too cold and too uncomfortable. I was the only one to take a shower in four days. I seriously hate camping. HATE ITI believe the bottom on the right is Leigh's. The main stage is where all the musicians and speakers were located. At Saturday's rally, we sat on this small patch of grass next to a garbage can for five hours. SOA Watch, the organization, spent an incredible amount of money to ensure everyone could hear what was happening from the stage. Large speakers were erected all throughout the protest site. Most of the offerings from the stage were in both English and Spanish and interpreters wearing special badges walked around to ensure everyone's message was fully accessible.

The watch tower was set up to the left of the stage. Military police and local police personnel lined the perimeter of the crowd. Helicopters flew overhead the second day of the protest in an attempt to drown out the speakers and spot people crossing the line. Everyone was video recorded when they entered the site.This picture really captures the political and social diversity of the crowd. Nuns and punks marched together in solidarity. Many students from Jesuit schools were in attendance (they were flown in by their schools and put up in hotel rooms) because the SOA was initially questioned when two Jesuit priests and several Catholic missionaries were murdered in South America at the hands of SOA graduates. The protest was like nothing I have ever attended. I plan to go every year I am able.

The South. Georgia, Alabama, Tennessee, and Kentucky. Holy crap.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

My 50th Post and Counting: SOA Watch 2006

We left Grinnell a little before 11 on Thursday night. Leigh lent her Volvo wagon to the cause and Sarah, Evan and I were fortunate enough to get to ride in her car. It's the perfect protest ride because it's a little hippie but still really comfortable and safe. She drove the first four hours and a few inbetween and both Evan and I took turns the remainder of the way. Our car followed Sara Lu's van the entire way- we had no map, crappy MapQuest directions, and absolutely no common sense. Emily, who caught a ride home with us, wondered how we managed to follow someone for 1,100 miles. Ha, honestly?... not sure. We drove through Illinois, Kentucky, Tennessee, and through a bunch of Georgia. Columbus is practically in Alabama so one wrong turn and we were there too. The drive was a bit more than 18 hours. We stopped almost every hour because every hour at least one person had to use the restroom. We hit mostly truck stops. The one in Kentucky where we stopped at 9 AM smelled like clean trucker and sausage gravy.

The campsite where we slept was in Pine Mountain, about 45 miles from Columbus. I hope we got a good deal on the site because it was a pain in the ass to drive to and from the protest. Also, the camp ground was not especially enthusiastic about hosting a group of college students. We had showers (I kid you not, I was the only person to take one in the four days we were gone) and GORP, the college's outdoor recreation group, gave us tents and sleeping bags. Ryan let me borrow his but while I was in the bathroom, Evan fell asleep in it. SICK. I was really freezing and uncomfortable on the ground so I slept in the front seat of Leigh's car the second night.

Our first night, we walked a mile from the conference center to a concert at the HoJo. I bought a Peace flag and hugged Dotty Dale and her son hello. I met her second granddaughter, Lucy, on Saturday at the rally. Half of Columbus, Georgia is historically preserved and charming while the other half is a typical army town. Saturday morning we attended an orientation session at the convention center and listened to several speakers, including the Venezuelan Ambassador, who discussed the current needs of the people of Latin America and steps many countries have taken to withdraw officials from the SOA. Each of us was given a bright pink piece of paper with our legal rights printed on both sides. We were instructed to keep them in our pockets throughout the weekend should we run into trouble with the police. People who intentionally cross the line and people who accidently step over face the same legal reprocussions.

Most of the action takes place right outside Fort Benning. Saturday's rally consisted of speakers and musicians and I must have hit every vendor and organization's table four times. I got some really good resources, a shirt and some buttoms. The only food on site was a few tables of BBQ and Beans and Rice set up by people living in the low income apartments on the base. The New York chapter of SOA Watch also had a table offering fresh bagels and cream cheese. Dotty pointed me in the direction of the bagel stand- just two down from the "pee standing up, for women" booth. In addition to the "pee standing up, for women" tool, they were selling the "Diva Cup." http://www.divacup.com/. I was really impressed with the idea and according to Christena, they were big in Grinnell this summer. The rally lasted nearly six hours and in the early evening, each car split for dinner. We found a really awesome Mexican grocery and deli where the waitress encouraged us to speak Spanish. I had two really good, really authentic tostadas. I bought Susan's dinner because she didn't have her money. She owes my $9. Ima email her tonight.

I was barely standing by the time we got back to the convention center for workshops. Susan and I took a nap instead and then encouraged our group to head back to the camp site. Sunday's vigil was one of the most incredible experiences of my life. There were over 20,000 people at the edge of the line. In addition to several speakers, Emily Saliers from the Indigo Girls sang us a song about revolution and Susan Sarandon's sister, who is a nun, read a statement about achieving peace with justice. The actual vigil started at 11 AM. Each person is encouraged to carry a white cross bearing the name of a victim of the human rights violations committed by graduates of the school. Everyone present marches in a circle eight people deep. One person on the stage sings out the name of an individual and after each name, people raise a hand or a cross and respond with "presente" meaning the spirit of the person lost is present among the people gathered at Fort Benning. Some names that were sung were not names at all but instead "Unidentified person from _____" or "Unborn child of _____ from _____." When our part of the procession made it to the wall, I placed my cross among the thousands of others on the fence. I watched several people cross over. They were immediately handcuffed and taken into custody. One of the hardest parts of the whole experience was feeling the presence of the military and civilian police. Everyone was filmed upon entering the site and a watch tower was erected between the fense and the main stage. We left the vigil just as the helicoptors began to fly overhead muffling the speakers on the main stage and looking for people crossing the line.


I am so so glad I was able to make the trip. I know I'll travel to Columbus again next year and I'd love it if I could get a few Bellingham friends to come along. I ran into Dotty several times and I sat with Chris, the older woman I sit next to in Gender and Women's Studies after the procession. The night before she had the opportunity to reunite with the women with whom she shared a cell last spring when she served her sentence for crossing. Two of the women were crack addicts now clean and working in the city.

Grinnell has afforded me many great opportunities already- it's only been three months. I got a packet about a possible trip to NOLA during Winter Break. I'll have to discuss it with my parents.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving so I prepared the napkins for the tablescape this evening as Adriane, Britt, Kathleen, Les, and Christena chatted and cut veggies. I'll post Thanksgiving Day pictures.

I got a package from Grandma and Papa today- dunkers and sugar cookies. YAY! Old people write the best notes. I think it's because they were really forced to dig deep back in the day when telephone and email was not an option. They're getting two corgi puppies in December, just in time for Christmas. I'm coming home in three weeks regardless of whether or not my finals are done. Hamilton Travel is picking me up at 5 AM on Saturday, December 16.

12-20-84

Last week, I turned in my second semester registration card. It had toothpaste all over it from an unfortunate cap malfunction. I told the woman at the registrar's office when she said my card smelled minty that the brand was Colgate and that I was sorry. The women who work at the registrar's office look like pageant mother's. I'm sure they are- the desk job is just a way to supplement their daughter's winnings.

My Second Semester Schedule
A List By Margie Scribner

1. Introduction to Political Science
2. Technique in Sculpture
3. Literary Analysis
4. Introduction to Statistics

It's Spanish free but a bit more challenging than this semester. My math teacher is a woman which is good because the high school math teachers I liked best were also women- by liked best I mean I got A's in their classes. For a Sociology major, I'll have to take a 200 level Stats class at some point.

I went to Georgia [see latest blog for details on my trip to the School of the America's Protest]. Before I left, I got this really awesome care package from Auntie Joanie. It had baked goods (of the banana and chocolate chip loaf and muffin variety), a book of Paris Hilton Paper Dolls, a "Would you rather...?" book (For example: Would you rather get drunk dialed by Ghandi or by Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.?), a jar of fortune cookies for an insanely funny reason, and a stand up turkey made of card board and tissue paper for our Thanksgiving table scape. It was easily one of the most well thought out packages I've ever received. The card she included had a plate of turkey and sides covered in saran wrap and on the inside it said something about saving me a plate. Next year, I'm MOST DEF coming home for the holiday. I asked my Dad how many would be around our table this year. He said 18. Then I asked him how many people should be around our table. He said 19.

Britt, Kathleen, and I went to Wal-Mart yesterday to shop for our turkey and sides. We're feeding 15 tomorrow. Dad sponsored the turkey and I'm in charge of the table scape. Kim, our Resident Life Coordinator, got a fall flower delivery from her mother. The paper turkey and the flowers will be our centerpieces. All Wal-Mart had left in the way of Thanksgiving flare was paper plates and napkins with blue scarecrows on them. I opted out of those and instead picked up a bunch of stuff for 90% off at the Hobby Shack in Des Moines after I dropped Ryan off at the airport.

We left at 1:30 for the airport and hung out at Jordan Creek Mall until his 6:30 flight. On our way to the city, we stopped at the Lion's Den. The day patrons are always a lot different then the night patrons at adult shops- it's not always a good different. Ryan used the bathroom there. I would have rather gone outside next to the highway where I wouldn't run the risk of contacting some sort of sexually transmitted disease. It was hard to leave him at the airport. Until the SOA protest, we hadn't really spent any amount of time apart since the beginning of September. Ryan, since I know you're reading at this from your own room in Colorado right now, I trust you are eating Cheeseburger Mac and that you laughed a little when you read the word hard. I miss you HELLA so you should just come home right now.

Even though Ryan drew me a map of exactly how I was to get back to Grinnell, I got lost. I wasn't actually lost, it turns out, but I still asked for directions from people in line at the Hobby Shack. Iowa's highways are really hard to figure out so their was a lot of sighing, pointing, and head shaking. On my way back, I picked up some delicious Taco Bell. All my classes for today were cancelled. Meredith, Christena, and I went to Amanda and Chris' last night for a small fiesta. Then-I went to the Pub. Come to find out, I look a lot like a 16 year old Christena. 12-20-84. That's my new birthday. I was the only first year in the Pub and it felt glorious. It's in the basement of this pizza restaurant and it reminds me a lot of a pirate ship. Since I knew/recognized almost everyone there (including RLC Kim and her husband Randy) I felt really comfortable.

Ryan and I finished Angel's in America last week. The entire mini series was six hours. It was really good and I really liked Meryl Streep's characters. She played Ethel Rosenberg and a Mormon mother named Hannah Pitt. I also really liked Mary Louise Parker's character (she was also Mormon).

We saw Rhonda Fisher, our Soc professor, at Jordan Creek Mall at the "I <3 Dogs" kiosk. Apparently her daughter owns and runs it but I wouldn't be surprised if Rhonda had a pretty strong hand in the operation as well.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Ugg v. Ugh

I tried to reread the entire play this weekend in Spanish. What I should have done was make flashcards of all the vocabulary words and just skimmed like you do in middle school. But enough about me doing crappy on another Spanish test- the weekend was good and I got a package from home today. P.S. AWESOME! I'll be looking for it, shortauntiej. I finally scheduled a time to meet with my advisor about next semester's classes. I don't think she'll let me take Coaching Methods, Outdoor Leadership, or Ribbon Dancing like I want to but I'm going to fight as hard as I can for them.

The Rep Yo Coast Party turned out so well, I think we're going to have another one in a few weeks. We spilled a full beverage cup on an office chair and the floor lamp tilts now so I'm going to insist on holding the next bash in a lounge with not-nice things in a building that I don't live in so I don't have to clean up after everyone the next morning. Saturday afternoon, Ryan, Molly, Christena, and I went to this really cool Negro Spiritual Concert starring a classically trained Negro Spiritual vocalist who works in Burling Library. Ryan and I are writing papers on the concert for extra credit. Technically we only stayed for half; 0ur thought was that the second half was probably very similar to the first (which we were late for.) Ryan wanted to "shake his booty" at Harris Saturday night so we made an appearance but for the most part, the evening was pretty tame. Multi Culti Manor hosted the dance- they played really good music and before the girls in Ugg boots showed up with their boyfriends, everyone danced.


Ryan and I came back to Loose, ordered a pizza, and watched Angels in America until 2. It's a six part show so we'll watch the rest of it this week. All I did Sunday was study and shower. I also watched the Amazing Race in the first floor lounge. It smelled a lot less like beer and throw up last night than it did yesterday morning.

UGH. I'm so tireddddddddd. I may have to write another blog tonight to make up for the crappiness of this one. I've tried to refrain from commenting on the quality of my blog in a blog but I think the sentiment "UGH" accurately describes what it's like to go to college so I think I'll keep it in. "UGH" is also the sound I make when I haul my laundry up and down three flights of stairs. But alas, I'm out of underwear.

Friday, November 10, 2006

Nap Time.

It's snowing here. My Spanish professor was sick today so she sent in the new prof fresh off the plane from Spain. She completely freaked out at the sight of snow and I'm pretty sure she didn't understand what I meant when I said she should probably just hibernate this winter. Maybe she did but either way she thinks I'm a freak. The whole Spanish department does but I'm cool with it because after December 15, I'm not going to speak Spanish ever again. Even if I visit CatTed and Fran in Spain when they elope in three years.

We got our paychecks today and the paper turned out well. I designed the page for my business profile; it's the only one in the paper with the S&B logo in the dead center. I accidentally copy and pasted it there when they- SURPRISE- asked my design an ad three minutes before I was going to peace for the night. Oops. At the critique on Sunday night, there's no doubt Mark, the graphics editor, is going to ask me if I "meant to do that" even though he knows perfectly well that it was an honest mistake.

Christena is driving Scott, Ryan, and I to an outlet mall near Iowa City this afternoon. Since I'm returning the ridiculously expensive North Face jacket I bought online last weekend, I might buy a vest at Old Navy and find something else online next week. Really, I just like riding out of town in the backseat of cars. Especially Kelly's because it's so comfortable.

Kathleen is sleeeeeeeeping right now so I can't eat the Honey Chex Mix I bought at the Grille after Spanish. She had a hard week. So much reading, so little sleeping. My week was pretty bad too. Not for any particular reason, it was just really stressful and I feel like I'm behind in Spanish even though I've read the play about the school for the blind and watched the movie about the kids with osteosarcoma. Actually, I think I know why I'm in a funk. It's because all the material we read/see/discuss is extremely depressing.

On a lighter note, we started the hip hop unit in tutorial and Professor Purcell used the term "gangsta rap" 10 plus times in class yesterday. Tonight, Ryan and I are hosting a Rep Yo Coast Tutorial Party in Loose Pit. We'll listen to h-core rhymes, which I have hand selected from my own extensive collection of hip hop and gangsta rap (I went through a weird phase this summer,) eat pizza, and play games. It's sure to be off the chain. We've already had to move the location because BiFocal is hosting its own cocktail party in our first-choice locay.

My "p" key is really messed up. I probably won't be able to type "p" words soon.

The train is going by. Grinnell is so weird.